Saturday, March 19, 2011

Anti-American Extremists Among Libyan Rebels U.S. Has Vowed To Protect


I don't really understand my country anymore.
It sure isn't the same one I read about as a kid.
Maybe it's just a natural progression.
From Beacon of Light and Intelligence to Self-Sabotage and Jackassery.
'Gyres,' Yeats called it.
'Circling the bowl,' Carlan said.
Think I finally understand why all those Veterans ditched out and headed to the mountains, 'Jeremiah Johnson' style.


only scary 'cuz of the mask. trust me. probably looks the dude pushing week old wieners @ 7/11. and probably couldn't hit the broadside of a barn. 'course, every dog has his day...

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Ellroy # 7

a dog's life...


rifle range gang

@ 25 yards, i nearly took the red.
@ 5, it vanished.


hidden amid cardboard manufacturers and pallet assemblers, lies the rifle range.
it's a small place, but close.
attendants in a constant state of disdain.
on their hips -- 1911's.
.45 caliber teflon coated hollow-points.
ex-cops.
no proof, but they've got that...cop feel.
grimacing;
scowling;
terse, well-rehearsed answers to questions posed several times a day.
and i've learned to expect this -- the general atmosphere.
doesn't bother me anymore.
matter of fact, even thought about a rifle range story.
-- script 'bout the workers.
and the patrons.
a revolving cast of kooks and mad men.
atimes normal fellas. just average joe's.
but it's the others. the aforementioned patrons.
the 63-year old man rigged in para-military gear -- sporting skin tight "affliction," tee's and 8-inch .357's.
well honed revolvers polished silver from years of use.
dedicated shooters, they are.
chomping at the bit, twitch finger, hoping some punk pulls a sharpened screwdriver in a dark alley.
then there's the gangster-types.
the "exotics," i like to call them.
black 'n gray tattoos. sad clowns, pit bulls, Jesus on the cross, RIP Joey, etc., etc.
big bosomed broads brandishing pistolas.
generally new pistols, the "exotics," carry.
Glocks; HK's; Taurus.
mostly 9mm Glocks, though.
and white, white Air Jordans.
brand spanking new.
can't hit the broadside of a barn, these gents.
but they look mean as hell.
and are willing to pull the trigger.
guess that's all that matters.
next, the asians -- generally meek looking individuals with high-speed weaponry.
determined faces. stolid, unforgiving.
ready to protect their kin from another Riot.
and absolutely no sense of gun safety.
wielding a pistol like it's a remote control.
they don't talk much.
-- dig that.
we've got the obese middle-aged guy -- he's rigged for competition.
3k on a pistol with laser sights, tricked out barrel, ventilated rib.
looks like something straight out of a richard donner flick (think danny glover vs. the Predator).
dozen magazines strapped to his side -- gut flap preventing quick access.
what's the point, right?
finally, there's me. my type.
Veterans.
disgruntled, sporting issued combat boots and reliable weapons.
we don't talk much either.
well, maybe to each other.
about our tours in Iraq or Afghan -- annunciating quite loudly.
as if the rest of the range couldn't figure out we were Jarheads @ one point in time.
apparently the "United States Marine Corps," caps aren't enough.
so we state loud.
and generally hit our targets.
BAM!
BAM!
BAM!
-- all in the red.
standing like they taught us.
feet shoulder width apart;
breathe;
exhale;
slowly squeeze the trigger...and --
BLAM!
sulfur hits your nose, brass airborne.
CHING!
CHING!
CHING!
all alone in that booth with your gun's and ammo.
and after 400 rounds, you've had enough, least i do.
100 bucks downrange...buried in sawdust.
butcha know what?
once that last round speeds down the barrel,
and that brass CHING! CHING! CHING's, on the cement floor, i can breathe easier.
pulse settles, smile comes, and maybe even a little natural high (sans VA meds) hits you in the gut.
right where it used to be.
walk out, nod to the rifle-range gang, remove your earplugs/eye protection and hit the open air with a get-up in your go.
i call it therapy...


Friday, March 11, 2011

as charlie sheen preens

Got word twelve Leathernecks from 3rd Battalion 5th Marines were killed in four days over in Afghanistan this past month (reports conflict -- some say it happened in December).
Nevertheless, young Men ages 21 to 29.
Killed In Action.
Most probably lower ranking enlisted.
Privates, Corporals...life-takers/heart breakers.
Suppose they knew the danger when signing up -- hell, there's a war on.
Tells ya a bit about their character.
Whatta shame the good ones go off and die, while the shit-bricks back home are...nevermind.
It's pretty futile. Life is unfair...yadda, yadda. Push on and smile.

Semper Fidelis.
And God bless.

little something i drew up for Los Angeles Harbor College's weekly rag;
Harbor Tides. seems like a lifetime ago -- back when our KIA's hit 2K.
wonder what it's @ now...


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

screed # 23

it was the morning.
Sitting in the front room, my back hurting bad and me getting the willies.
Hadn't taken tramadol in some time.
It was calling.
So things change.
Perspectives.
Outlooks.
And for whatever goddamn reason I got to perusing wikipedia.
You ever do that?
One thing leads to the other...
"shemagh" leads to the "IDF" to "commandos" to "SOCOM" to "Iran in 1953."
-- that was the coup. When BP got eighty-sixed from Persia.
we; America, stirred up some shit with an elite force of CIA paramilitary-types.
Ultimately ended up screwing the pooch, and instead of right-minded Islamists running the Middle-East we get the Jihadi's.mind you this was carried out by the "elite" boys on our side.
-- hump 40 clicks with 97 pounds on yer pack, killya with a ball point pen-types.
and they're operating in Iraq and Afghanistan now.
God knows where else.
And we're spending BILLIONS on 'em.
Diverting funds;
debt up the yin yang;accidently ripping off a 'lil afghani girl's nose...
And for what?
Costco?
40 bucko's to fill my corrolla?
Afghanistan's turning Taliban;
Iraq wants us out;
and a whole shit ton of young Americans are essentially damaged goods.
-- the punch-line to some SNL skit 8 years from now.
And yet we've got these 'elite' forces out there battling teen terrorists--who are winning the war.
Hundreds of thousands of US dollars per head...as they hold their own with rusty AKs and jerry-rigged RPGs.
I don't get it.
Follow the money, they say.
Well, I certainly don't have any.


Friday, March 4, 2011

under the gaffey st. bridge

a homeless man lives under the gaffey street bridge.
he's old, ancient.
but then again, he's homeless -- gent could be pushing 40.
been there since 2000.
i know this because we spoke once.
more like a confrontation.
years ago, a dead friend and i came into money.
a week @ sea on the 40-foot Lancer
cruising the channel.
up and around Santa Catalina;
San Nicholas;
San Clemente islands.
spotted my 1st swordfish.
-- moderate sized girl with fist-sized beaks in her belly (big squid in the summer).
nevertheless i got a 50 spot.
-- finders fee.
DD harpooned her off the starboard.
Mario; the dead friend, piloted the Lancer expertly.
and she was ours.
but i'm rambling.
straying.
this is about a homeless man under the gaffey street bridge in san pedro, ca.
years ago, with money in our pockets, a friend and i bought about 20 bucks worth of Hostess product.
the factory nearby.
damaged Ding-Dongs;
slipshod Suzi-Qs;
defective Dunken Sticks (you get the picture) -- all on the cheap.
we had our fill.
and with several chocolately treats left, we decided to hook up the homeless man under the gaffey street bridge.
we stopped, drove to the gaffey street bridge
and low and behold, he was there.
clutching an AM/PM Big Gulp, wearing a scowl.
buddy crossed the street, grubbage in hand -- the homeless man spying us from afar.
he stood.
looked past us.
and from i can remember, he took our sugar-coated offerings -- with great disdain, with contempt, with a fiery disjointed glare -- and hurled them unto the ground.
just like that.
"i don't need your charity," he said.
didn't need it.
didn't want it.
and he's still there, under the gaffey street bridge.
2011.


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

'Get Some' getting some, again!

well I just found out the short film I wrote "Get Some," was purchased from USC for programming in Italy.
we're talking Vatican City;
San Marino;
Monte Carlo;
Capodistria;
Malta;
and the Swiss who speak-ah the Italiano.
gotta thank Christine Berg (director)/Gerard McMurray (producer).
-- exceptional talents
gonna be some great exposure.


GET SOME
screenplay: Mandia
director: Berg